joe - i wanna know
i was supposed to meet jo at 12 today, changed it to 1230, 1, 130, finally met her at like 2. HAHAH, tell me i'm good :D
went to find nor's adidas slippers, failed
then to cine to find jacinta's handphone cover, failed
walked into world of sports. HAHA
met jacinta, then paid a visit to my one & only- the white ipod nano at the apple shop
i mean, it was like crying out to me to buy it la :( but my mom didn't wanna come to town today. pffffft. the ipod video is quite seductive ah! but no, i'm gon stay loyal to the nano/nanel? mwahaha. :D
back to heeren to walk around, met nor & finally, after like 6 months (actually i'm not sure) i got jo her stupid green brazil havianas. she wanted white but the (hot!) guy was like no,green is better. white will turn three colours, yellow brown then black!!! hahaha, he cracked me up
sat down to chill at nydc cos it was raining, ended up eating baked rice & iced peach elephanccino. nonynod!
walked to far east to get nor's big white fred perry bag & it's SIMPLY GORGEOUS. i fell in love with the smaller brown one. $55 please
alamak we have so little time left before i hafta go back to school, whatever happened to our fish & co. date, candy empire & all the rest :(
It's amazing how you knock me off my feet
Everytime you come around me I get weak
Nobody ever made me feel this way
You kiss my lips & then you take my breath away
So, I wanna know
I wanna know what turns you on I'd like to know
So I can be all that & more I'd like to know
I'd like to know what makes you cry
So I can be the one who always makes you smile
Tell me what I gotta do to please you
Baby anything you say I'll do
Cos I only wanna make you happy
From the bottom of my heart, it's true
fuck, such an emo song,
OH NO.
10:50 PM
nelly - na nana na
brought tj along & cabbed to jo's house with jacinta, sat & talked, ate new zealand chocolates, soup & tang yuan, waited for mabel to come, changed, packed & left (after several er, delays :D) for east coast
met nor at pit 11, chilled & chatter chatter chit chit with mabel, jacinta & sonia (her hair is really, truly RED now) while nor & jo bladed to 7-11 to get drinks & ice. halfway through it started to rain so we went under the tower. blasted music, they played soccer, jo's brother came, then the rain stopped
izza, eunice & nat long came, started the fire, they tried to push each other into the sea & all of them got wet & came back to the pit to try to get us wet by hugging us, right mabel lee may? pffft. somehow they managed to drag jo into the sea too, & nor, jo, mabel, eunice, sonia & izza were splashing around while nat, jacinta & i kept dry by taking photos & mixing weird concoctions like root beer & whiskey, green tea & whiskey, etc.
& we've all concluded that nat is such a bimbo
#1 she tried to use the lighter to start the fire & went 'eh i scared leh'
#2 she ran around trying to escape from the rest cos she 'didn't wanna get wet'
& lousy her dropped my gorgeous white nike bag into the mud/sand please! today i found out that much later, she dropped my bag again & told jacinta not to tell me. mwahhaha.
oh yes, clever mabel forgot to bring tongs for the food, so jacinta & sonia had to go borrow from a big bunch of guys next to our pit. then when they wanted to return it, those guys wanted to take a photo of them so they got nat to return it. haha, hilarious shit
somehow they managed to lose 2 pairs of slippers & jo lost her berms so she was walking around in boxers. sexy eh
izza, eunice & nat are hilarious la. together with jacinta the bimbo, nor, jo, mabel & i, i think we made a hell lot of noise at the beach & disrupted everyone else's bbq. :D oops.
other details, i shan't mention.
just that it was indeed, a bbq to remember.
oh well. i had fun anyways. :)
next time, just skip the alcohol part
HAH.
11:58 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JO! finally 18. please be useful okay! ahem. hahahah.
madonna - hung up
i was supposed to go to school with the dancers at 10 but, too lazy! woke up at 1230, watched mtv & continued doing jo's present, had lunch & came online to download all the nice songs. oh i'm satisfied, & therefore i declare that today's a super uber good day :)
limewire's the greatest ever, it doesn't hang my com unlike stupid ares
I WANT THE IPOD NANO NOW.
Every little thing that you say or do
I'm hung up
I'm hung up on you
Waiting for your call
Baby night & day
I'm fed up
I'm tired of waiting on you
the current favourite song to sing now & the dance! simply hilarious. learnt it at the jam party at veekay's & we couldn't stop singing it MWAHAHA.
3:56 PM
two
IG group 26
so far, i know nicole ds is in my group & i can't be bothered to find out who else.
it's time to get to know different people
don't tell me, i know i'm doing very well :D considering the fact i never wanted to go to cj but it's all good, it's time for some change anyway
threesome shopping today was so good, met mabel first to get jo's present & her faded jeans while jacinta was at her interview, neither of us bothered to dress up haha. sat at coffee bean & catched up over pure vanilla while waiting for jacinta, then three of us headed down to bugis & let's just say it was a rather interesting journey with a long walk along beach road :) bought a top & earrings, going back with them for my denim skirt & supertight faded jeans next week, i can't wait :)
finally bought mabel's present, doing up jo's now, i've still gotta buy jo's, nor's & jacinta's & do mabel's present. oh nonynod
11:20 PM
bernie got the nokia 7370!
jkgtnopbjwojfwre, sucks please
anyway, jam christmas party!
met mabel early to get keisha's present, went back to her house then to veekay's house. danced around, changed & went for a swim. took countless photos, failed to get a tan, & went back upstairs to shower then settled in front of the tv with andrea & keisha while jaime, khym, veekay & mabel played cards. almost fell asleep with keisha sleeping on top of me while watching malcolm in the middle then we went to the poolside for dinner (which was absolutely positively filling), lounged around on the deck chairs taking photos & they unsuccessfully tried to push me into the pool, veekay went in instead, had strawberries & chocolate for dessert, danced in the gym, dipped our fingers into chocolate & wiped it on each other, went to the playground then upstairs again for haagen daz ice cream then off to majo's house then back home. :)
up next is finishing up xmas shopping with jacinta & mabel tomorrow, the bbq & the five dinner OR jaime's disco party
Sh0 haPpeNinG w0rxz~!
& i'm one step closer to my ipod nano, i'm quite positive i'll get it (as soon as i manage to drag my mom to the apple centre) YAY!
went to the library today & borrowed 15 books,
1 down & 14 more to go
i'm turning into a bookworm! :D
10:18 PM
jam christmas party tomorrow, i can't wait everyone's gon be there (although i'm gon give up the chance to drag my mom to town & get my ipod nano, but the jammers are much more impt than an mp3 player)
i've got a new task to complete!
& that is..
digging out all the old primary school photos to send to Nat!
the toy rat, & my long hair
it's been too long.
& Bernie Tan Sze Chuen! i know you're reading this.. so i'd like to tell you that YOU SUCK! :D
aboslute homage. says:
how's TJ
aboslute homage. says:
i hope he dies.
aboslute homage. says:
HAHAHA
aboslute homage. says:
then you can cook currry.
i'm trying
i really am.
please, please help me along
make this all good again
10:04 PM
i'm so bored i could scream
can't wait for christmas to be over cos
the after christmas plans are much, much better
changed target! now currently lusting over the ipod nano, in white. oh, the sexy thing
& ohhh, i desperately need bugis street shopping to calm me down now, HOW! because, retail therapy does work. it does!
okay i shall continue being bored to tears now, later's not gon be any better JKSGRLREW never mind, TAHAN! a bit more to go till my ipod nano & blingg & new clothes & all the wonderful exciting plans waiting for me, woohoo
goodnight & goodbye!
i miss jo, but i miss mabel more, where are you?
12:16 AM
LUSTLUSTLUST

the new nokia 7370,
it's oh so gorgeous :D
5:14 PM
did i mention she cut out a cinderella picture, coloured it & gave it to me, SO SWEET :)
& oh! tj's doing well, he's alive & kicking but not drinking his water which is a bit worrying cos jo said he drinks alot of water. hmm i hope he survives for another what, 6 days? he has a habit of sleeping on top of the ladder thing, & my dad likes to go & knock the cage when he's sleeping i hope he doesn't get a heart attack or else i'll get one myself
okay goodnight
1:17 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MABEL LEE MAY, you will always be my boo :)
everything's settled, all the paperwork done
so, it's cj for me.
& i probably have to join dance.
ah well, it's all good.
if nothing more, yesterday was a clear reminder of how unfit i've become, i'm aching all over now, time to hit the gym & go for dance!
i was sleeping when nor was calling, & she came all the way down to my house to collect mabel's present, & i was STILL sleeping when jo called from new zealand & she couldn't get me so she called nor & mabel. ahhhhhhh i'm such a doof i swear
Mabel, i'm so so so super sorry i couldn't go down to meet you guys at the hotel & for steamboat today. i promise i'll make it up to you another day okay? :) have fun please, you will always be my boo. i love you
10:14 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NOR NADIA NATASHAH BTE MOHAMED NOOR, :D
went down to cj today, ij to collect my leaving cert, then to jo's house where we were supposed to spend time together (according to her mom) hahahahah!
had lunch, then went to parkway & i got my white necklace thingaling (mabel has the bracelet), sugar free mints from topshop which comes in this lil pink box that has a mirror in it!, part of mabel's present, a purple highlight & the florida's natural sweet in that cute lil box, i love,
okay i admit it, i bought the mints cos of the pink box & mirror, so sue me :D & it's not entirely my fault okay. jo was the one who paid for it so she indirectly is encouraging me to revert back to my bimbo ways ah, evil
went to concourse to collect air tickets, & i brought tj home so now i've got a hamster for ten days. :) then cabbed back home with mabel's present(!!) & the cage & my bag which was freakin heavy.
the week's gon be exciting, ah! tomorrow's a tv marathon with jacinta, mabel & possibly stef, then hiphop at night, & mabel's birthday is on thursday, yay
we've got plans for when jo comes back already!
fish & co. at the glass house, candy empire & bbq on the 30th with jacinta, nor, mabel, eunice, celeste, izza & nat, HURRAYYY!
so, HURRY BACK!
7:15 PM
alicia keys - unbreakable
after like ten days, i finally met up with joanna goh xue ting
went down to town (as usual), watched saw II & oh my god, it's the most digusting & freaking show after house of wax. alamak! it was seriously disturbing please
walked around heeren, paragon, centerpoint & ps
mango sale! found $29 pants! & a cute long sleeved top that says hello kitten. quite retarded uh, anyhow. pants pants & more pants!
& now, everything's gon be deleted from my phone. like my messages, phone nos. & photos. roar. :( stupid samsung, lousy.
read my old gstbk entries, rather funny i must say
not going down for mj auditions anymore, hurray :D
so, yesterday! met nor & jacinta, went to the bank to transfer money & bank in my cheque, nor went home, met stef & we went down to spotlight to er, get stuff then to novena for lunch then service. they came over, then we started doing something. painted nails as well, then went to church for mass. dropped jacinta off at kovan then headed down to suntec for shopping! got my huge spongebob from toys r us & eyeliner from carrefour. shopped till midnight, & got home at one. ah, exhausing.
10:14 PM
dashboard confessional - again i go unnoticed
So quiet.
Another wasted night
The television steals the conversation
Exhale.
Another wasted breath
Again it goes unnoticed
woke up at 630 today, like omg this is the first time since after the Os i've woken up & the sky is like, still dark. HAHA, got wake up calls from nor & jo
waited damn long for the bus, supposed to meet mabel at 8 but met her at 845 instead, reached veekay's house at 910 instead of 830. bahahaha, OOPS
supposed to practice, ended up watching tv, painting nails, & eating macs breakfast
ran through formations once (only!), changed then left for SRC
did makeup, or more like eyeliner & lipgloss, danced, the music screwed up, sat & chilled for awhile, danced again & the second time was better, i guess
headed down to town with mabel, for guess what? yep, the mango sale. HAHA typical us. it was damn boring though, nothing much to buy except a purple jacket & we weren't in the mood anyway due to our early jump out of bed hahaha
walked around for awhile with mabel, went back to tp then left for home where i proceeded to do a french manicure for myself cos i destroyed my nails during the performance, & i must say i never expected it to turn out so fine :) like finally please, oh-so-pretty!
pics up soon
to get into sa:
01 appeal
02 auditions (!!!! ah!)
03 only 2-3 spaces for appeal cases
04 i don't think i can get it la, keep dreaming
21st december, ah the tension, nerves & excitement hahahah!
& oh yes, hip hop on tues at jitterbugs woohoo
7:18 PM
the oh so interesting conversation i had with stef,
stef- so when are we going for our steamboat?
me- i don't know! hahah
stef- wat do you mean you dunno man..cook you in the steamboat ah
stef- haha yes tom yum beverley haha yummy! haha i'm so sadistic please
er, hahahahha!
performance with the rest tomorrow, then down to the mango sale, I CAN'T WAIT
11:20 PM
daddy- why can't you just stay at home for once?
me- & do what?!
daddy- do something useful la!
me- ?!?!?
daddy- yah you everyday go out you know
me- okay bye. (cos i don't know what to say)
so now i can't go to chinablack & mabel & jacinta are absolutely gon kill me. :/
don't you think it's oh so freakin ironic that i could go out like, everyday before & during the Os, but now i can't?
okay, i shall pretend to stay home for the next few days or something, i don't know. i'm such a scheming person, i just realised
there's nothing useful to do at home, hello excuse me!
- maybe clear my mom's messy table, throw away all her important files & stuff then say 'i am doing something useful what! clearing your junk!'
- kill all my dad's fishes & cook them for dinner & empty the water out of all his fish tanks & pond & say 'i'm preventing mosquitoes from breeding you know!'
- have a garage sale & sell everything in the house that doesn't belong to me & say 'i'm working! i'm earning money!'
i'm starting to become more sadistic by the second
but those ideas are, really very good you know!
look what staying at home has done to me?
I MISS JO & NOR!
i was about to say i haven't seen nor in the longest time ever, then i just realised the last time i saw her was thursday hahahah
but still!
noonoo, where are you :(
i miss stef too, haven't seen her since prom which was like eons ago. :( & now jacinta's at her place & i'm supposed to be there but no, i'm stuck at home. roar
01 fix my freaking pink samsung which is screwing up every 5 min & stop thinking of getting the pink motorazr cos i don't wanna be a bimbo anymore
02 get christmas presents
03 make ahem someone's present asap
04 new swimsuit & then it's the pool please
05 start doing the bloody 100 situps a day
06 get a tan
07 get $143 & buy that warehouse top
08 stop procastinating & go for hiphop
09 borrow the O.C!
3:00 PM
today, i shall tell you about michelle ashley yip mun yoke
she just called my handphone,
mitch- hello? may i speak to beverley please?
me- errrr, yeah? you're calling my handphone yknow
mitch- hahaha!
what a retard!
12:04 AM
NAME 20 RANDOM PEOPLE YOU KNOW.
01 jo
02 mabel
03 jacinta
04 nor
05 stef
06 mich
07 ash
08 jaime
09 nut
10 khym
11 andrea
12 keisha
13 veekay
14 jen
15 dawn
16 amanda
17 leon
18 yiyang
19 shaun
20 terri
How did you meet 13?
in school, when we were primary one
What would you do if you never met 5?
haha, i wldnt have someone to go crazy with in class!
What do you honestly think of 10?
she's damn funny & retarded, just like the rest of the smalleys
Have you ever liked 3?
my lover, OF COURSE :D
If 1 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would like to do?
i'd die with her! no, i'm joking. spend all her time left together, i guess
Would 2 and 11 make a good couple?
mabel & andrea? lil twin stars, they're more like sisters please ewww
Do you think 12 is hot?
are you kidding me, hell yeah! keisha's like majorly hot la.
Would 1 and 17 make a lovely couple?
HAHA, er no
Do you know any of 3's family members?
like, her mom her dad her sister her maid :D
On a scale of 1-10 how cute is 14?
cute? i never really thought about it
What would you do if 4 just professed his/her undying love for you?
hahaha that'd be a total lie
What language does 19 speak?
er, english & chinese i guess
Who is 8 going out with?
ooh, jaime. pretty scandalous i must say, but i don't know who exactly
Would 18 and 5 make a good couple?
i doubt so.
When was the last time you talked to 6?
sunday night before she left for the us :(
What is 18's favorite band?
fall out boy? i wldnt know
Does 4 have any siblings?
yeah, three brothers
Would you ever date 1?
hahaha!
Would you ever date 7?
HAHA no! she's my bestfriend please
Is 15 single?
i don't think so, i don't know la
What is 19's last name?
lim
What is 3's middle name?
avril
What is 10's fantasy?
er, i don't know :/
Would 14 and 19 make a good couple?
nah
What school does 16 go to?
chijtp
What school does 1 go to?
chijtp
Where does 9 live?
yishun
Would you make out with 13?
hahaha NO!
Are 5 and 6 best friends?
nope
Is 20 older than you?
younger by a few months
Is 4 the sexiest bitch prettiest girl alive?
HAHA, bitch? YES. sexy? woohoo!
Is 17 your ex?
er, no!
Do you ever see yourself with 12 and 18?
keisha & yiyang? hahaha, i'm sorry but no.
How is 2?
she's my boo & i absolutely love her :)
11:55 PM

11:26 PM

SPASMO!
6:26 PM
besties outing
1hourlate:D galileefriends 3hourlunch photos gossiping walkingaround whitecrownblinggbelt white&greenfakehavaianas davematthewsbandcd carridebacktomich'shouse thebed thefood thesushi thetv morephotos
time spent with mich & ash is good, anyhow
click for more photos

11:40 PM
nelly ft kelly rowland - dilemma
out with the jammers today, or at least 3/4 of us. veekay, mabel, jaime, nut, keisha & i :) like finally.
click for photos
so basically it was,
a 20 min walk from somerset to cine, lunch at the old lips place which lasted about 2 hours, air hockey, neoprints which got us hyper, walked round heeren, then to starbucks to sit & chill. keisha pierced her navel (!!), majo & birdie came, talked for awhile then everyone left, leaving mabel & i behind.
then it was checking out nail polish, then an aimless walk to taka. sat down outside taka one on of those benches & watched people walk past, took photos, looked at our photos & took more photos.
met nor, jacinta & jo, went to cine to take neoprint again at the same machine. i swear, that machine gets you all hyped up. :D went to the coke red lounge where jo & nor had dinner, cos mabel & i were too full from lunch. yep, LUNCH. hahahah.
funny moments of the day,
#1 i was walking in front of mabel, & suddenly she mumbled to herself
me- what did you say?
mabel- huh? what thing?
me- you said something!
mabel- oh yeah. i was saying the christmas song
me- saying??
mabel- uhhuh. marie says i'm crazy cos i don't sing, i say it
me- HAHAHAH
#2 jaime, nut, mabel & veekay wanted to go watch keisha pierce her navel, but figured she'd be behind the curtain thing. then they were like 'we'll hear those sounds coming from behind the curtain, cos it'll be painful right? like uhhh ohhhh ahh' & started making those disgusting sounds after that
#3 nut was looking for starbucks, & i brought them all the way to taka thinking they wanted to go to coffee bean. when we got there, nut was like where?? i was like 'there! oh it's coffee bean.' nut 'i ask you for starbucks you give me coffee bean. what IS this?!'
#4 mabel & i & the spasmo actions, which is funny only if you see it with your own eyes HAHAHHAA
so, that was my day. :D
& now, i'm the owner of the green player bag, a white puma bag from hongkong, a purple straw bag & a white & gold nike bag. AHHHH
10:44 PM
You're so over your ex, you hardly even remember you have an ex. You prefer leave all of the baggage behind you - far, far behind. As they say, indifference is the opposite of love!
What Type of Ex Are You?
Your Ideal Relationship is Polyamory
You want to have your cake... & everyone else's. Which isn't a bad thing, if everyone else gets to eat too! You're too much of a free spirit to be tied down by a traditional relationship. You think relationships should be open & free, with few restrictions.
What's Your Ideal Relationship?
How Weird Are You?
You Are 30% Weird
Not enough to scare other people... But sometimes you scare yourself.
How Weird Are You?
What Your Sleeping Position Says
You are calm and rational. You are also giving & kind - a great friend. You are easy going & trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.
What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?
You Are a Strawberry Daiquiri
You're a fun, playful drinker who loves to party.You may get totally wasted, but you're always a happy drunk!
What Mixed Drink Are You?
Your Hidden Talent
You are both very knowledgeable and creative. You tend to be full of new ideas and potential - big potential. Ideas like yours could change the world, if you build them. As long as you don't stop working on your dreams, you'll get there.
What's Your Hidden Talent?
What Does Your Birth Date Mean?
Your Birthdate: May 28
You have a Type A personality so big it makes other Type A's shrink away in shame. You never shy away from adversity - & you love to tackle impossible problems. Failure is not an option for you, & more than a few people are put off by your ego. You tend to be controlling, & you hate leaving anything up to chance.
Your strength: Your bold approach to life
Your weakness: You don't accept help
Your power color: Bronze
Your power symbol: Pyramid
Your power month: October
What Does Your Birth Date Mean?
The Movie Of Your Life Is A Black Comedy
In your life, things are so twisted that you just have to laugh. You may end up insane, but you'll have fun on the way to the asylum.
Your best movie matches: Being John Malkovich, The Royal Tenenbaums, American Psycho
If Your Life Was a Movie, What Genre Would It Be?
You Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover
You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you! Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter. You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... & make it you. You inspire each person to be an idealist & passionate, & you make each moment memorable. Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life. By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover. Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives. Your ex's (& even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours. No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.
What Kind of Seducer Are You?
10:35 PM
death cab for cutie - photobooth
All the slander and double-speak
Were only foolish attempts to show you did not mean
Anything but the blatant proof was your lips touching mine in the photobooth
online shopping today, its dangerous cos you spend money like water with just a single click of your mouse but im extremely satisfied with my purchases :)
oh yeah, i haven't mentioned that i'm gon be dancing for IJ Dance Night 2006 next year, can't wait to dance with all of them again. now i just gotta decide which item to choose, hmmm.
6:08 PM
PHOTOS UP,
# jo & i
# tanning after prelims
prom photos will be up as soon as jacinta decides to upload my photos for me. :D
so jaded,
mabel put down the phone, jo went to sleep, nor's out, jacinta's missing in action, lalee isn't replying me. ROAR. so i shall blogg! very good. at least it'll entertain me.
hmm, this week's gon be filled, i think. no wait, everything's happening at the end of the week
01 jam outing (tanning, chilling out, catching up)
02 hiphop class woohoo!
03 day out with besties
04 nor's bbq
05 photo spree at changi airport?
06 dinner & dessert at ice cube with jo
07 the O.C marathon with mabel & jacinta
08 sleepover
christmas has been planned by mabel lee may,
01 chocolate buffet at fullerton
02 sleepover at jo's house
03 midnight mass
04 christmas steamboat dinner (why steamboat?!)
the things i really, really need to do ASAP
01 fix my samsung
02 persuade mommy to get the camera
03 go swimming
04 do 100 situps a day
05 find out how to transfer money

canon ixus i5, ruby red
or

sony cybershot t-7, seductively slim
AH, both are just too irresistable. but i'm leaning more towards the ixus, cos it's red, ha. my mom keeps putting the whole buying of a new camera thing off. roar, how annoying.
lalee & i have decided to make a list of what we want for christmas & send it to ash. haha, see what boredom does to us.
& i'm still stuck in between going to bangkok & taking the damned flu jab. i hate injections, like totally. pffffft. how now brown cow? when i think of all the shopping.. ahhhhh
diana krall is super addictive, i want to get her christmas cd. all those jazzy songs, woohoo
12:14 AM
Who else am I gon lean on
When times get rough
Who's gon talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gon take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby,
We belong together.
today was good, just spending time together makes everything all right again. & even though it's gon be the start of the next week, & we won't see each other as often, i guess things'll be fine. love. :)
10:31 PM
nelly ft. tim mcgraw - over & over
my internet's been fixed, like finally
been watching movies lately; zathura, aeonflux, harry potter
& all the vcds & dvds that jo brought
aeonflux was GOOD
Charlize Theron is hot stuff please.
putting up the christmas tree, messy as usual & it irritates me but i'm too lazy to do it myself, so hahaha.
somehow i suddenly don't feel the christmas mood anymore. the lights & stuff at orchard don't seem to have any impact on me, even though i was so excited about it during the Os. perhaps it's because i found out that i'd be celebrating christmas without you this year. & mabel & nor's birthdays won't be complete without you here in singapore. ahwells, what to do. we can't change any of this. & to make things worse, all the shit about working & stuff. it seriously ain't going our way.
the weeks ahead are gon be (*#$(#%)_#($_#
& i might get a job, & go ta bangkok (AH SHOPPING PLEASE)
but my mom insists on getting a flu jab, so its JAB vs SHOPPING. & although i hate injections, i guess shopping wins hands down :D
& there's always the chocolate buffet, jam outing & beverleemay's & besties day out ta look forward ta :)
8:27 PM